My strategy was to find a showmance and make them my #1 ally but I failed at it. I asked Aj out, he dumped me. Then I asked Alec to be my boyfriend, I dumped him. I think Aj's gonna target me now because our conversations are so awkward thanks to the whole bf thing. Whenever he replies I cringe. I don't like him. I'm so glad he's not my boyfriend anymore. Alec sucks too.
I talked to Talla and Aneal too but they both stopped responding to me. I really hate this socializing thing. My lack of social skillz is gonna be my downfall.
Suzette is pretty much my only alliance. I didn't make anything official with her but we made a deal to stick together. I talked to Andrew for a few minutes. He said he enjoyed talking to me and that he won't nominate me. *crosses fingers*
I wasn't nominated Yay. And it seems like whoever wins (minus Aneal) will keep the nominations the same and Aneal will go. I feel really inactive and paranoid though since I'm barely on AIM so I'm really surprised they're not targeting me.
I talked to Krystal today. Fake bitch. I wish I could win HoH nominate her. I talked with Suzette too, I don't trust her completely yet but she reminded me that we're in a showmance. <3 I really hope we don't end up on the block together.
I forgot to comment on the twist.. I don't like it.
So.. I wanted to win the veto so I could save Suzette/be safe. But she won, saved herself and I wasn't nominated. Everything worked out perfectly and I didn't have to expose my alliance with her. Yay. Maybe I completely failed at the veto for a reason!
I talked to Andrew, I told him he has my undying loyalty. (Which is almost true. Suzette's still #1 for now) To gain his trust I told him I voted Talla out. :x I hope it doesn't backfire. I told him how Talla's at "the bottom of my totem pole" and he agreed.
Fuck Shane for obvious reasons. Marry Frank because he's the least attractive and would be the least likely to leave me. Kill Kevin for obvious reasons.
Anyhoo. I won HoH yay my target is Alec because I think out of everyone on our tribe, he's probably gunning for me the hardest. I had that feeling even before I nominated him. I changed my opinion about Talla. I talked to her and she seemed really cool about me nominating her.
I talked to Andrew, he said he's close with Aj and said Aj's close with Alec. That worried me because Andrew mentioned an "A team" alliance a day earlier. Maybe the guys are secretly aligned? Me and Suzette talked about it and she was really trying to put into my head. It got me thinking maybe she's secretly aligned with Talla? Anyway I told Andrew that he should bring in Aj, I'd bring in Suzette and form a four way alliance. I liked the idea at the time...
Then I talked to Aj. We were talking about possible scenarios and I said the Australians would probably vote out the stronger nominee to weaken our group. He said "Do you really think they'd do that" I said yes and he said it was "short sighted" and that really pissed me off. -_- I wanted to nominate him for that comment. Why wouldn't I want our tribe to be strong? We're being decimated so far.
Then I made my nominations. And it's obvious the house wants Alec to stay. I think I might've sealed Talla's fate by nominating her against him. I hope she wins the veto. I'm all for an all girls alliance too. I want my final noms to be Aj & Alec. If Alec wins veto I'm gonna scream. If Aj wins veto & uses it on Alec, Andrew's going up.
Fuck Shane for obvious reasons. Marry Frank because he's the least attractive and would be the least likely to leave me. Kill Kevin for obvious reasons.
Fuck Shane for obvious reasons. Marry Frank because he's the least attractive and would be the least likely to leave me. Kill Kevin for obvious reasons.
I was right Talla & Suzette are together. I said I wanted my final nominees to be Alec/Aj but I feel betrayed by Suzette. She didn't tell me what she was doing & I don't feel like she trusts me because of that.
I didn't want to nominate Andrew. I made them chose heads or tails, Andrew lost. I made them play rock paper scissors, Andrew lost. But the biggest reason why I nominated Andrew is that BB Canada posted this on Facebook:
It's a sign. I really hope Andrew stays. He told me himself he feels like he has a better chance at staying than Aj.
I'm glad Alec's gone. I barely had to do any work too. (I didn't sign on AIM at all during the voting period) I was worried for Andrew but I guess he's pretty popular if he was able to get 9 votes. I'm also glad to be Estelle's partner because I recall either Aj and Andrew saying they have a good relationship with her.
Anyway it turns out Suzette did contact me about POV via PM but somehow I forgot to read it. :x It's funny because thinking she didn't contact me turned me against her and is the reason why I'm now loyal to Aj/Andrew over her. But I'm upset about it because I know how bad it makes me look in Aj/Andrew's eyes. And now there are rumors I'm with Suzette & Talla. :/ I'm going to try to prove my loyalty/distance myself from the girls. Hopefully Estelle & I win POV. That'd be the best thing ever~
I suspected Suzette of having other allies other than Talla. She asked me if I'd align with her Talla, Dixie and Krystal. But what do you say when someone offers an alliance? Was I supposed to say no? I said I'm on board. (I'm not) and told my actual alliance about it right away. I hope it doesn't come back to bite me. And like the tattle tale that I am I told the HoHs. And if Andrew says "I nominated you because you're playing both sides" imma cry. ;_; Especially since I never intended to play both sides. Suzette forced it on me.