Okay. Well pre-veto I wanted to win it and target the girls alliance. I pushed that plan all night last night but Andrew wouldn't budge he's set on getting Ryan out. (I wanted to save Ryan/Greg and vote out either Dixie or Krystal instead) I didn't use the veto because Andrew doesn't want me to. This morning I thought, this is just a game and no one will care or remember how far I placed in a few years. I wanted to shake up the game by keeping Suzette & Ryan. Which is why I posted that^
Another reason why I wanted to flip was I felt like Aj & Andrew probably had alliances with Estelle & Rory because they were so sure they had their votes. Both Andrew & Rory sent me condescending PM's with simley faces and whatnot saying Rory's voting out Suzette and that got me angry because I felt like they were already aligned but they acted like Rory just made up his mind. I'm so paranoid.
And I felt that way until Ryan sent me a PM about a deal. It was a pretty dumb. His "offer" was to continue to be a target. I wanted to keep him before he sent it but then Estelle contacted me about keeping him AKA going against Andrew's plan which means there's no big alliance with Aj/Andrew/Rory/Estelle. So I changed my mind again. Hehe I'm so wishy-washy. Ryan's such a dumbass. Now I know why Andrew doesn't like him. Lolz @ me: tinypic.com/r/30w2zwk/5
Anyway I'm telling everyone I want to keep Suzette, which I still want to do. She won't target me if I keep her and I know Bridgette will. I'm hoping to talk to her. Convince her to get her girls to vote Ryan out and reward her by keeping her.
So. Last week I assumed Ryan/Suzette were voting against each other. I assumed Greg was in with the girls & I assumed (based on my assumptions) Rory was the swing vote and I pretty much got on my knees and begged him to vote Suzette out.
Now Suzette who seems to have a ton of allies knows that I'm out to get her. (Which is what I feared and why I didn't want to vote her out in the first place) Maybe I should start talking to people and stop assuming. :[
I went 12+ hours in HoH~ Go me. I only went so long because I felt like I owed my allies after I let the group down by feeding them lies/my assumptions which lead to neither of our targets going. And I felt worse for Estelle because we made her vote Suzy out/pretty much drew a line in the sand to where it looks like she's with us. One of us had to win.
After I won HoH Suzette started going off on me on AIM. She mentioned the coin toss (and accused me of rigging it) which got me paranoid because that must've meant my allies were gossiping about me. Then she picked Andrew for veto and now I'm starting to think she's just trying to turn me against him. I'm glad she didn't pick Ryan I want my final nominees to be Ryan/Suzette because I feel like it's the only way to get rid of her. Rory seems to be with her and Ryan. Hopefully he's more loyal to Ryan.
If one of the rejects wins the veto & saves Suzette then I'm going to nominate Ryan. I was rude to him when I thought he was going home and he's a bigger threat to me than any of the other people in Suzettes alliance.
Andrew is retarded. He thinks he's making this brilliant game move when neither me or Aj were going after him and now he has two people that are out for blood.
He's doing it because he has horrible judgement and is on a power trip. There's obviously something going on and I'm scared for my safety. I hope I can stay one more week so I can nominate him and Estelle.
Looks like Krystal and Dixie are gonna float their way to the final two and I really hope it comes to that. If me and Aj are out the only other person deserving of winning would be Ryan and I don't like him.