Andrew's Confessional Thread

[Kat]

[Roddy]

I loved seeing both you Andrew lolfailing, and Kat just repeatedly saying "Wrong. There's no Kat. Wrong. Wrong."

Too funny

[Andrew Monaghan]

I was so sure her name was Kat -_-. AND she's one of the people I actually talk to a lot. LMAO!

[Andrew Monaghan]

So I guess I should let you know what is going on in this house?

Well, after Liza won HOH her and I chatted a little. I knew that she wasn't going to nominate me, but I was interested to see who she was thinking of. I went in to the conversation asssuming that it was Alec/Talla but then I found out that she was actually considering AJ/Alec. Gross. This was super lame to hear because I want Talla out this round.

Anyways, her main reason for wanting AJ up was that she was afraid he would win veto and use it. And if he was to use it while he was off he block, she would be forced to nominate Suzette or myself, who she was trying to keep safe. I told her that I was OK with him going up, but asked her not to tell either of them that I knew beforehand because I chat enough with AJ that he would be mad if I didn't tell him. That actually caused her to think twice on her decision, and she told me that she would consider not nominating him if he definitely was not going to use the veto. They ended up talking and he is safe for the week! Thank god!

There is also a potential alliance of Liza/Suzette/AJ and I. While I like each person in that alliance independently, they are not who I would want to go to the final 4 with. However, the prosepct of that alliance kepts AJ and Suzette safe this week and I was all for that.
After Liza nominated Talla and Alec, I found out from Brigitte and AJ that she wanted Talla to stay and Alec to go. Which I can understand (I think Alec would go after Liza), but is not at ALL what I want. First of all, Talla seems to have connections in the house (Liza suspected Alec and AJ suspected Greg). I don't really care WHO she has connections to, I just care that she has them at all. I need her out of the house before she can out socialize me.

The weird part is that apparantly Liza wants the vote to tie, and to be the tie-breaker. Why would you want that? It paints a much large target on your back and accomplishes nothing. If anything, it leaves things way more open for you to not get what you want.

Also, I told Brigitte that I would prefer Alec to stay but that I didn't want us to campaign because I didn't want to expose us. I thought she would be discreet but like 2 mins after that Liza sends me a message and was like, 'So I guess Brigitte is trying to keep Alec'. I would have told Brigitte to smoothe it over but I don't think Liza told anyone else but me so I couldn't risk that Brigitte slips up and indicates to Liza that I ran my mouth. Especially since I am a potential post-veto nominee if Suzette uses the veto

I *think* the nominees will stay the same, as I don't think Suzette has any intention of using the veto. Please, please, please, please Suzette don't fuck me over.

[Andrew Monaghan]

OMG THE BITCH USED IT!!! Fuck my life!!! *Eyeroll*

Well so much for saving Alec, the goal is now to make sure that both AJ/Andrew make it though this round. Sorry Alec, I know I said I had your back at the beginning of the round but I gotta stay true to AJ over you.

I just need to figure out if Liza is in on this. She seemed to pop online immediately after the ceremony was posted, so that certainly makes me think that she gave Suzette the go ahead. But she is acting pissed off so who knows? I am gonna try and get a feel for if this was an intentional move to fuck me or AJ over.

Also I gotta start talking to Talla since apparently she will be in the final 5 of the BBCanada house and I have like 0 relationship with her. I don't want to rely on her for anything but I don't want her knowing that I want her out. Time to be fake as fuck!!!

[Andrew Monaghan]

I think I would have a better chance of staying than AJ would but I REALLY don't want to be put in that position. I want to win this game and part of that involves not being on the block whenever possible. I have told Liza I do not want to be nominated but we will see what she decides.

[Andrew Monaghan]

I was just thinking, it would be SO funny if the reason that Suzette used the veto was because she didn't think it was fair for Talla to face eviction twice in a row. I doubt that is the case, and I fully assume an alliance has been formed. But that would be hilarious if it was just a lulzy stupid move on her part because Liza, AJ and I are looking at it as if she declared war.

I also just sent Talla a congratulatory PM on her safety. I was kinda fake with it but I need to show I am at least making an attempt to talk to her in case I end up on the block this week (unlikely) or next week (very likely).

[Andrew Monaghan]

Hmmm, she decided not to respond to the PM? I know she at least read it, so that is kind of telling... If I have the opportunity to next week, I am getting rid of her for sure!

Although, ideally I still just want our house to be safe.

[Andrew Monaghan]

UGH. Pretty sure I am going up because Liza said she was going to flip a coin. And that makes me think that she's looking for an excuse to nominate me without me getting mad. Which to be honest I won't be mad at her, but it would still really suck.

[Andrew Monaghan]

Yup. Going up. FML.

[Andrew Monaghan]

Actually she is wavering on this decision. I really don't think this was something she planned on doing, and I do believe that Suzette fucked her over. I feel bad for Liza, assuming she isn't just being a massive cuntress who is misleading me for no reason. Especaially since I told her I would understand if she felt she had to nominate me, like what would be the point of lying once someone told you that?

I am trying to sound like I am not sure I would stay. Hopefully she will think AJ has better odds and nominate him instead of me. I think I WOULD most likely stay, but I can't admit to knowing that without revealing way too much of my game. And there is also the possibility that I could get blindsided, so I don't want to leave any chance of that happening. No one looks more stupid than the person who volunteers for the block and then goes home.

[Andrew Monaghan]

LOL @ me thinking that Liza was in on this at first.She feels sooooooooooooooooooo bad. Or she is a magnificent compulsive liar but either way she is a Goddess in my eyes!!!

And this replacement nomination is ACTUALLY gonna be decided by a paper-rock-scisors. Like I am playing against AJ right now.

[Andrew Monaghan]

AND I LOST ALL 3 ROUNDS OF A FUCKING GAME OF PAPER ROCK SCISSORS!

I MUST HAVE PISSED OFF THE CHALLENGE GODS THIS WEEK CUZ I AINT BEEN WINNING SHIT!



(or AJ/Liza agreed I would have a better chance at staying and are pulling one over on me. But the gullible part of me doesn't think that's what happened)

[Andrew Monaghan]

I realize my post in the veto ceremony might be perceived as weird or alienate me but I thought it was funny and I will not tone myself down for these folk. If anyone was put off by it... forget 'chu, go home, g'bye!

[Andrew Monaghan]

OK So I could really go this week, and that would SUCK! Super nervous. If I do go I will be pissed.

I think I will have the votes of AJ/Estelle/Brigitte locked up. I only need 2 more but I don't trust any of these bitches. I probably can get Krystal (if she signs on). But I don't know who I can lock down as a fifth. It's possible that a bunch of these people are going to vote for me and I am just being paranoid, but I prefer to do whatever I can to stay and not leave it to chance.

I thought Rory could be a fifth, but he was very non-committal. He said he was going to take the full 24 hours to decide. AKA I am not going to lift a finger to try and save you. If I do stay I do not really have any interest in working with him anymore.